primal
i want to fucking tear you apart just to breathe in the smell of the blood that i tasted in your mouth.
everything looks rosy right now, and i want to cleave you as sudden as the smile across my face.
i’m too busy staring at you i’m forgetting to blink. my eyes are swimming in tears that drip down my cheeks. i’m not going to blink ‘cause if i do, you might disappear into smoke and i can’t risk that.
i’m scared right now and my eyes are rolling into the back of my head, like they did when your head went between my legs. i think i was scared then too, scared to continue but scared to stop. maybe i’m just scared of you.
i hate being in your room, but i love you so much i can’t leave. i resent you so much i can’t be gentle with you. you have everything i want. you are the person i want to be. maybe that’s why i try so hard to get under your skin. i just want to wear it. i realize this with my fingers in your mouth.
i write big shit for virgin
