Family Curse
Someone once told me before
that I am the secret upon the shore
to break the family curse
or end up in a hurse
Now i ponder what to do
To do behind my eyes so blue
the sky is grey now
the walls keep closing in
to see the world spin round
never to sleep so sound
My life is over once again
bet did it really begin?
I have chosen my God
to stand and swabble
till the end
All these roads stand for something
or do they exist for nothing?
I cannot let that be
I must stand for something
will I know before my dreaded time elapse?
or will I be left in the dark
looking for that light to long to?
I’ve never experienced such exquised pain
except when I lost my heart once again
to gain what a fillthy award?
to be put in a category?
to be labled?
never again
I am who I am
the world will not change
then I will not change for it
The remedy is there so soft
It’s drippi ng down the cloth
the one I dry my face
when I am pure again
I don’t understand the words
I need it now like ever
I can’t belive my eyes
to see the world in size
the true form
not the lude form
My thoughts are scattered
now therew is no matter
I feel my nerves twitch
my brain computes
all this time feels eternity
but its been 3 secounds
Over and over i brawl
never to see me fall
truth is I have before
now Im closer than I can think
my eyes will shut
but they will not open
I have found the secret
now I do the work
to release my inner teachings
Someone once told me before
that I was the secret upon the shore
to break the family cures
or end up in a hurse
(2014)
