Dreaming My Future, por Becca R.

Becca R.

Dreaming My Future

To HIM

I’m so scared that I will never know you

I’m terrified that the future that I dream about:

the dreams that I have, the picture in my head;

May never come true

I sit here and the tears fall

I cry for what I saw

I cry for what I’ve imagined

and I continue to sob until it’s all gone,

until the world has again righted itself

Only to see your face,

Picture your blonde hair,

Zoom in on your perfect lips

and feel your hands on my hips...

I hope that one day I can show this to you

Let you read it

Have you hold me in your arms because it all came true

And feel thankful for the preview that led to these words

But as I lie on my bed

I’m so scared that I will never know you

I’m terrified that the future that I dream about:

the dreams that I have, the picture in my head;

May never come true

I dream too much

I set the bar too high

My expectations are too unrealistic

And yet all that I want is you!

I’ve made you up in my head

I’ve set our plans in stone.

I’ve decided on our future’s, together

But never, until last night,

did the image finally become complete

I saw it all:

Me, feeling comfortable and confident in white

You, at my side, holding my hand

Matching gold bands decorated our hands

I leaned into you

Your arms encircled me

Our lips touched

And my future was sealed

Now all that I need is you...

(2013)

#Dreams;Future;Hope;Loss;Love;MarriedSad;Tears;

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