going to publish this first then where I wrote the original in my blogspot blog as a draft I will publish after so this is the site that has this work out first from notes in 2005 december 21 12:36am
getting published here first
#Experimental-mental #Poem #Thought
on a second thought there is no way to say what I have to say so I will not say anything but that would just be too redundant absurd and intangerinable then number twenty the number twe...
A comment like “duh” is always coo… a comment like “whatever” is great… a comment such as “get a real life… when a comment is saying that my p… when a friend or someone I know co…
new schizophrenically absorbed dilation in and of time Eat in and eight—11 perish—97——2:50 a.m. Speech slowed and held that can read talent seemed the restraints they don’t let me what ...
version one dismal dismay I say today I’m lost and the Frost is what I… volume’s of balloons with misty sp… evaporate the ladders to a higher…
As I loosen eight new colors that didn’t exist it begins bad smell that existed between dimensions melts away to form 2000 Thompson goes incomes again secret focuses on energy bends are...
Most awareness occurs during sleep then there is the waking awareness that seems transparent at first... then slowly it takes shape into what we want it to be but where does the awarene...
How can I tell what you hear unless I’m in your head... [inside your head now]... Mid-august we can tell it’s so hot that even the pink perfect Cadillac that rounds the corner next to t...
It is another shower the hot hot water feels my body there is wet and heat such pleasur… in a moment the hot goes away it is beginning to lose its heat
I care to show my lows for it is true for you can I not live alone anymore for it is stored for genetic Friday loneliness without you I’m walks you do I freeze and emptiness fills excep...
three’s and four’s four found on the floor rising up to meet the skylight strengthening the mind for the sound blocks in loops sputter rutter run dry today again it is sent to ten then ...
still wondering if the trails end will be fine enough for the sippy drippy drops to try every wonder funny honey lips sychik girl world of hippystars lard and eardrops in my minds off b...
8-9-1997 6:25 am I awoke dead to the world and i wa… Bound by the straps that kept me f… The beauty of one thing is the sam… You see too few futures for me
you are playing a lot of games simultaneously they are ganging up on you where do they come from what am I doing why can’t I sleep the shattered room keeps spinning again the three real...
Pieces of my life are scattered about me I try to resist but can’t anymore it is pointless de novo IM 1 a.m. and what I in doing should I care as it matters to them the try his bomb mig...
Thinking about it and you Know i am The quaking earth does as it’s Told getting wet from our Little sky i mind you Making the world seem wrong af...