Does Anyone love me? If I died would you care? How would life be if I wasn’t there? It’s unfair how this life I have is not of the world, mommies lil angel, daddies lil girl! But I’m a devil in my mind, so I come up with suicidal thoughts, is that a crime? What’s life worth if its mine that I’m taking? 5000 milligrams worth of pills my body is shaking! If I was to tell everyone goodbye y’all probably think I was faking! Pills, weed, cleaning products, is what I love baking! Suicide watch y’all must have me mistaken. If God forbids my soul will be forsaken! My parents think I’m no good, my child doesn’t call me mom, my boyfriend capitalize on everything I do wrong! My job I got demoted befriend I thought had my back snitch on me and got promoted and promptly told me if I did another thing the upper management will have to vote with... Firing me! My bills I robbed Peter to pay Paul but Paul was underpaid so I’m still stressing! I prayed and gave up I’m still guessing that my blessings are over! So my life is over?