Alone in Love
I fell into a love but I was falling alone
And the thought of the mess still tortures my soul
sometimes I fall apart but I hold together my seams
And I deny that his memory is still haunting me
The pain that he caused lingers around like a ghost
and the demons inside him still make me feel cold
I’ve slowly moved on and i’ve watched myself change
But I’m held back by the damage of all his mistakes
It’s like his frozen heart keeps me from the warmth
And his lingering rain cloud keeps me inside the storm
His love was an out of control hurricane
That tore it’s way through all of my sunny days
Like a knife to the back that never stops twisting
Like the buried truth that I keep on resisting
Its a truth that I hide because I dont want to believe
That the result of his wreckage is still damaging me
That his goodbye swore to my heart I wont be enough
And made me terrified of the outcome of falling in love
It twisted and taunted every thought in my head
And makes me feel like his memory can’t be put to rest
He lurks in the shadows but remains unseen
Clouding my mind silently torturing me
I hate to admit all the impact he had
From holding then breaking my heart in his hand
I hold onto the power but i know some of it’s his
Because I cannot forget and I refuse to forgive
People say to move on because i’ll never get closure
But I cotinue to fall back and lose my composure
So when will these words stop and these tears stop building?
When will I find some freedom and a sense of healing?
Because his cuts just get deeper and their turning to scars
Then his lies will become invisible tattoos on my arms
I just want to repair all the pieces he broke
So I mend his betrayl knowing I did it alone.
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