It’s been one
Too much to type
I started a project but it wasn’t complete
I had no time to finish
No time to sleep
Too much going on
Too much to do
How can I handle a load this deep
I try so hard no one even sees
Never knew my troubles would be so heavy
I know I have resources but it’s not plenty
So I search my soul trying to find answers
My soul is tired and wants rest
My body is restless and wants zests
Two major things going in opposite directions
Trigging moments make me seek perfection
I need a guide
I need motivation
I’m tired of stressing
I’m tired of pressing
I’m tired of anger
Avoiding danger
Talking to strangers
Over the internet
Because they understand what my friends don’t
They listen to me when my family won’t
I just want to be heard I want to matter
I just want to eat good not get fatter
I want love and laughter
Good times and fun
I want some desert fudged brownies and honey buns
I don’t want my love to run
Run out of options because I’m not accepted
I’m just tired
Tired of being rejected
