(2013)
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
Eyes are shifting Slowly sifting Through the darkness Of the scrying glass, Hours spent staring
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane
The air conditioner blows On high And the sound Reminds me of small monsters. A clattering starts
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise