(2013)
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
People walk Down the streets, Seeming happy As can be, Or maybe sad,
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
Eyes are shifting Slowly sifting Through the darkness Of the scrying glass, Hours spent staring
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
Sitting on the bed And sometimes laying down The chill from the AC Is too uncomfortable I recoil from the breeze