Questioning reality, never truly living, reaching for my sanity before it’s too late. He has fornicated my beliefs, taking control of the way I think.
Self-doubting my heart clouding my mind, ways to control and deceive. Blaming me for everything, never taking responsibility.
Manipulation, a control technique bestowing fear with outbursts and hostility. The reflection in the mirror doesn’t deserve love and is too ugly to breathe.
Desecration of my soul and gaslighting me is a narcissist way to point blame. Will I ever escape the damage you’ve broken my self-esteem? We are apart, but you’ll never leave your words echoes in my mind daily.
© Candy81
Emotional abuse can have lasting effects on the victims for many years.
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