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Shoulda Coulda Woulda

What’s done in the dark always comes to light... so why can’t I just already give up this fight-a few years in the making and to think the whole time you were just faking..the question in my mind is how-or perhaps why... ..the point of it was?? I guess this is what I get for thinking... you truly had me fooled, and now you wanna stay cool? For what... every time I see you I get such a bad feeling deep in my gut– wasted times, tears and not counting all the years I was siting near....(there for you) showing that i care for you even though you couldn’t do the same for me and now you wanna play games with me? How dare you say you no longer care for me..you mid-as-well be dead to me..but even though I can’t stand you..Ill still always say hey to you wanting to be there for you..cause it’s something about you that I just don’t want to loose..whether it be those eyes that’s constantly told me lies or maybe that smile that always makes me wanna stay a lil while... I can’t help the way I feel these feelings I feel have been way to real for far too long and maybe it’s so wrong ..I’ve never hated and loved someone so much in my life and jus got me so gone...

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