you may not believe it
but there are people
who go through life with
Bach, I said, he had 20 children.
he played the horses during the da…
he f—ed at night
and drank in the mornings.
he wrote music in between.
here I am
in the ground
cimen altinda gecen 225 gunden son…
kanini emip bitireli epey oldu, ar…
bu isler boyle mi oluyor?
bu odada hala ask saatlerinin golg…
birakip gittiginde asagi yukari he…
he spoke to mice and sparrows
and his hair was white at the age…
his father beat him every day and…
lit candles in the church.
his grandmother came while the boy…
not much chance,
completely cut loose from
he was a young man
riding a bus
my father always said, “early to b…
early to rise makes a man healthy,…
it was lights out at 8 p.m. in our…
and we were up at dawn to the smel…
they found him walking along the f…
all red in
he had taken a rusty tin can
and cut off his sexual
this fear of being what they are:
at least they are not out on the s…
are careful to stay indoors, those
pasty mad who sit alone before the…
there are worse things than
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
sway with me, everything sad—
madmen in stone houses
lepers steaming love and song
frogs trying to figure
he was 65, his wife was 66, had
he had cancer of the
I can see myself now
after all these suicide days and n…
being wheeled out of one of those…
(of course, this is only if I get…
by a subnormal and bored nurse
even in calmer times
have I ever
bicycling through that
the words have come and gone,
I sit ill.
the phone rings, the cats sleep.
I am waiting to live,