you have to have it or the walls w… in. you have to give everything up, th… away, everything away. you have to look at what you look…

look there. the one you considered killing you… for. you saw her the other day getting out of her car

I tried it standing up this time. it doesn’t usually work. this time it seemed

a single dog walking alone on a hot sidewalk of summer appears to have the power of ten thousand gods.

I watched the board and the 6 drop… after a first flash of 18 from a m… of 12...two minutes to post and a… kept jamming against my back, but… I bet 20 to win and walked out to…

I used to know a dutchman in a Ph… he’d take 3 raw eggs in his beer, 71, still working, strong,

But there were some good moments. My sometime friend from the neighborhood, Gene, who was a year older than I, had a buddy, Harry Gibson, who had had one professional fight (he’d lost)....

Hugo Wolf went mad while eating a… and writing his 253rd song; it was… April and the worms came out of th… humming Tannhäuser, and he spilled… with his ink, and his blood fell o…

the rooms at the hospital went for 550 a day. that was for the room alone. the amazing thing, though, was tha… in some of the rooms

I didn’t do much the rest of the week. The Oaktree meet was on. I went to the track 2 or 3 times, broke even. I wrote a dirty story for a sex mag, wrote 10 or 12 poems, masturbated, and...

Frank liked airplanes. He lent me all his pulp magazines about World War 1. The best was Flying Aces. The dog-fights were great, the Spads and the Fokkers mixing it. I read all the stor...

I keep thinking it will be outside now waiting for me blue front bumper twisted

all of a sudden I’m a painter. a girl from Galveston gives me $50 for a painting of a man holding a candycane while floating in a darkened sky.

she had huge thighs and a very good laugh she laughed at everything and the curtains were yellow and I finished