#Americans #XXCentury #1973 #BurningInWaterDrowningInFlame #ItCatchesMyHeartInItsHands
we have everything and we have not… and some men do it in churches and some men do it by tearing butt… in half and some men do it in Palm Spring…
“what?” they say, “you got a computer?” it’s like I have sold out to the enemy. I had no idea so many
this head like a saucer decorated with everything as lip to lip we hang in mechanical joy; my hands blaze with arias
here I’ll be 55 in a week. what will I write about
the waste of words continues with a stunning persistence as the waiter runs by carrying the… tray
Christmas eve, alone, in a motel room down the coast near the Pacific— hear it?
Nothing matters but flopping on a mattress with cheap dreams and a beer as the leaves die and the horses d… and the landladies stare in the ha…
turmoil is the god madness is the god permanent living peace is permanent living death. agony can kill
live alone in a small room and read the newspapers and sleep alone in the dark dreaming of crowds.
I walked off the job again and the police stopped me for running a red light at Serrano… my mind was rather gone and I stood in a patch of leaves
not much chance, completely cut loose from purpose, he was a young man riding a bus
Mindy stayed about a week. I introduced her to my friends. We went places. But nothing was resolved. I couldn’t climax. She didn’t seem to mind. It was strange. Around 10:45 PM one even...
I went with two ladies down to Venice to look for antique furniture. I parked in back of the store and went in with them.
the ladies of summer will die like… and the lie the ladies of summer will love so long as the price is not forever
neither does this mean the dead are at the door begging bread before