Its an uneasy emotion to not want to take a step forward when the past is still attached.
Are you really able to let go of it all and start a new?
New love. New life. Fresh air. New feelings. New Memories.

The fear of thinking once you’ve taken that step into that new chapter, to ask yourself if you can be true and not so glued.
To something that once made everything about you smile, yet now with all the love you possess inside you still find it easy to cry.

Will it be okay to step forward with new light and still have a dim light that’s constantly behind, a set reminder of what shadows your judgment contemplating what a better life should be.
I set traps in my mind to believe its true, the urge to get things back on track when maybe its time to give up on the run.

Whats meant to be will be, and If it comes back then you know its true, but does it count when you’re the one trying to get it back? Who should truly be fighting for it.

As easy as it is to move on some people cowardly do because of the fear of being alone, then some just the utmost disrespectful sign of ' id never loved you’, but i need you & don’t mind fucking you again. Excuse me i meant the LOVE MAKING.

In due time all shall be revealed and as the clock may tick, and time may return it never stops so days still passes by.
I pray for guidance that what is in the past stays in the past.
May i have the strength in acceptance.