Fade Away
A sip of coffee,
A toke of the bong,
Sitting there wondering,
Where it all went wrong.
I’m losing myself,
And I don’t even care,
I deserve all these feelings,
Of despair.
What have I done right in life?
Nothing. And for that,
I’ll take grip of this knife,
Drag it across my skin,
Feeling the numbness,
For every sin.
I’m not worthy,
Of feeling alive,
I’m just a lost soul,
dying to survive.
I am hurt,
Really fucking hurt.
But i don’t want to be saved,
I just want to fade away.
