Illusion
I don’t know. I don’t know anything.
My mind is blank. Black.
Like and open sea of nothingness.
Not even the dimmest of lights glow.
I do not know if I ever knew anything or if it was all illusion.
Did I once harbour a wise man’s knowledge?
Or a wicked witches words of craft?
It pains me to say that I do not know the answer.
I do not know anything to do with me.
Who even is me?
Do I mean my physical form or formless spirit?
I do not know anymore.
I believe there was once a time when the universe guided me through holding my hand but those days are long gone.
The universe has left me to lead my own path but I do not know how.
I have faith the universe will not leave me to disintegrate on the cold hard reality, that I do not know.
I sit here surrounded by the nothingness slowly consuming the light from my eyes. I feel dull.
Illusion and self-perception creep into my mind.
Making a lovely home furnished ith the belief of a man in the sky,
the faith in the government,
the desire for money and the thirst for greed.
I've been feeling like this a lot lately. needed to get it out i guess.
#AwareDesireDullGreedIllusionNothingQuestioningSelfThirstUniverse
