Mornings
Hurry up!,
You only got an hour or so,
Before the gray comes to devour, you know,
All the happiness you once had as a blissful being,
Now everything you seeing looking gray,
Oh the delay of the day weighs down on you,
Used to be seconds/ but now every minute feeling like they skinning,
All that flesh you once used to wear,
I used to be wherever it was,
Not a drug/ but happiness and love,
I’m still moping and hoping she sends me a message,
Saying that she loves me and she’ll never regret it,
Forget it,
I’m in the land of the forgotten,
Stranded and I’m rotten,
Escape not even possible/ but I got a book out/ and I’m plotting,
Stop it,
Stop all this grayness,
All you have to do is love me/ what else can I say,
Just love me,
Nothing big about that, right?,
I hope not,
You know this,
Yea I know,
I’m hard to love/ hard to hate,
Kinda stuck in the middle,
Always stuck in a riddle,
And my mind is on a constant depressing fiddle,
Little I am,
With so much potential,
Potential is shit,
Potential means you ain’t got shit yet,
I want it all,
Shit/ I just sent a message,
I ain’t learn at all,
Gotta keep my distance/ but I got a fridge on my left chest,
And you got a magnet on your head,
I can’t get away,
I can’t live a day,
I feel I’m dying in the moment,
Feel I’m crying with the driest eyes,
Frowns on a blank face,
Heavy weight on a naked body,
Obviously you are killing me,
I’m not dead yet,
I’m not dead yet,
I’m not dead,
If I lay in my bed/ I’ll find you in my dreams,
Taped my lids closed so I won’t be reminded its a dream,
Oh I hate it,
Yea I hate me,
Lately I’ve been late to wake myself up,
I rather sleep,
Ha ha ha ha you got insomnia buddy,
Stop being a druggie/ now I’m a drug without a user,
Pointless,
I’m about to wake up,
I see my window,
Kinda blurry,
I hear the screams,
No cold sweats,
I had a sweet dream,
HURRY UP!,
You only got an hour or so,
Before the gray comes to devour you bro
