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Running from a Ruin

For years I have ran from what you have done,
You ruined my innocents,
You ruined how I felt about myself,
I had so many nightmares of you getting to me again,
What you did should have never happened,
You were my family,
I trusted you,
I am afraid of being alone with you,
I get so nervous and afraid,
Why did you do that to me,
Those days have haunted me and makes me sick,
That day behind the house,
That night in the bedroom,
You shouldn’t have done that to me,
Those memories have scarred me beyond repair,
I was afraid that no one would ever want me,
I couldn’t tell anyone,
When I finally did,
It was only one person and it terrified me what he might think
of me,
Surprisingly that person was accepting,
Even though I wasn’t judged or turned away,
It still crushes me inside at the memory of you, my ruin,
Day and night I have been running from you in my memory,
Running from what you done,
It doesn’t always work,
It doesn’t always go away,
But some days it is easier to forget than others,
You my ruin,
I will continue to run from you.

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