Chaos
I was an angel that fell in love with a demon,
So long ago I found this demon that changed me,
relieved me, satisfied me, released me,
I turned dark, evil, deathly,
I was changed from an innocent angel of light
to an angel of darkness, pure evil,
I was deadly to my own self,
I was going crazy,
I grew afraid of my own self,
I had turned into an angel of death,
I was nothing but darkness,
bloody darkness,
I began to run from myself and I couldn’t,
I tried to stop who I was but I couldn’t,
I tried to stop the deathly desire I had burning inside
each vain, wanting to be cut open,
I tried running from the demon that I once loved,
It captured me and won’t let me go,
It won’t let me forget the things I done,
This demon is bound to me,
Reminding me of the darkness I had become,
Reminding me of the sweet feeling of the blades against
my skin, cutting me open, watching the blood run,
feeling the burn,
It felt so good,
I still can’t get away from this demon and I will never get
away from my own inner demon that I became,
I turned from an angel to a true demon inside,
I’m an angel on the outside, but the inside,
I’m a demon full of chaos and deep burning desires.
