The joy
The joy has chased the darkness away my heart feels alive my despair has gone away but I regret it will come again sadly my eyes fill with tears knowing my happiness won’t last so I get sad and enjoy the rest of my day for once in a lifetime
(2015)
I am for once happy
#IAmHappy
My heart is filled with red blood Bleeding pain, sadness, fear and m… It pumps into my veins my mind I feel the blood slowly reaching t… I start bleeding
My mask is happy but underneath is… Witch to me is not so bad I live… With to me is quiete sad I live in a strange life filled wi… But I may be different it does no…
I feel lost inside As if my soul is lost My mind is lost My heart is lost I feel gone inside
My mind is dark most of the time m… Evil is inside I feel that dark t… I feel that every thought has a ec… As if demons are what keeps dark t…
I regret the day of my grandpas death if only they were immortal like me for I am immortal I regret there death but they were old if only immortal at least they shall roam imortal in th...
Fire is burning ice is freezing one cold one hot they meet at one spot they instantly fall in love one has Phoenix one has fox they can’t love it is not right but true love is what they...
Demons are every where they watch… They feed on my sad soul They controll my life They fill me with hatred Angels come
In hell there are demons in heaven… All I know is God is stronger
I sit in a corner, a corner of des… Horror lurks in the shadows Despair lurcks in the deaphths Life is dead in the corner The corner of despair
Every step I take in life I feel like I am walking the hall… As if shame is what stalks me I feel like my life is just one bi… Filled with sadness, mysery and re…
One by one they fall around me One by one they drown without me One by one they fry without me One by one there thoughts decay wi… One by one they disappear
The thread of life is what each on… It could get cut at anytime at any… For the knife of a thousand deaths… Or you mite just get the knife in… So if you have a golden thread don…
I live in a lost world filled with… I feel like my world is crumbling,… As life ends around me I feel cra… Rubble tumbling Fire burning
I was seperated from My only frie…
I fear life I fear the world I fe…