I am a lonar
(2015)
I am a lonar surrounded by populars
My mind is dark most of the time m… Evil is inside I feel that dark t… I feel that every thought has a ec… As if demons are what keeps dark t…
My heart is filled with red blood Bleeding pain, sadness, fear and m… It pumps into my veins my mind I feel the blood slowly reaching t… I start bleeding
Pain Sadness Misfortune Insecurity Jealousy
The thread of life is what each on… It could get cut at anytime at any… For the knife of a thousand deaths… Or you mite just get the knife in… So if you have a golden thread don…
I fear life I fear the world I fe…
Demons are every where they watch… They feed on my sad soul They controll my life They fill me with hatred Angels come
Once again I sit alone, sitting o… I don’t mind at all To me it is fine being lonaly I Sketch on paper Of things I see
In hell there are demons in heaven… All I know is God is stronger
I have a life of mysery I feel that I was not meant to be created in this world I life is one big Wurlitzer I am different from the rest I must be a pest because I shall never be the b...
Every step I take in life I feel like I am walking the hall… As if shame is what stalks me I feel like my life is just one bi… Filled with sadness, mysery and re…
My heart is failing it is darkened the shadows of evil have taken over I fell my self bleeding with despair I am all alone with my hatred of the evil that surrounds my world I am all ...
I sit in a corner, a corner of des… Horror lurks in the shadows Despair lurcks in the deaphths Life is dead in the corner The corner of despair
The world is my sadness my despair no one will understand me for I sin every day of my life so the world dose to with me we are not perfect my sins are unbearable they cover my soul I ...
i don’t know anymore I have been through allot I don’t know what to do I just don’t know I just keep worrying about my sadness and fear plus all my hatred for I have a mysrible life I f...
Everyday I wake to a life hearing… That to me is just a dream It is telling me cruel things that… Sadness fills my heart Hatred fills my soul