Red Solo Cup
To Those Who Get This
This boat sinks
Every time I move
The skies grow darker
Every time I look up
And when I am underneath this cloud
I can only sail away from it
But it has me wrapped up
Drinking me
Like a red solo cup
Sipping on the same thing
My friend drinks
Sipping in the car
Like some far
Away dream
This does not seem
Like a dream
But there is no way up
I can only be swallowed
Like a red solo cup
Room is spinning
Time is thinning
And I can only think
If I had stopped
If I had dropped
And not take another drink
Just think
I could be smiling
But now I am dying
Waiting for the last drop
To fill up again
My lonely friend
Like a red solo cup
Waking up
Dreaming of
What I could have been
There is no end
I need a friend
But I have lost myself completely
I cannot have enough
Like a red solo cup
This boat sinks
Every time I move
The skies grow darker
Every time I look up
And when I am underneath this cloud
I can only sail away from it
But it has me wrapped up
Drinking me
Like a red solo cup
I wanted to act like him
Be liker her
T see their worlds
And I made my own
Harassed by my conscious
Wanting to be arrested
In my own prison
This is a jail house
I am a small round
Of only one thing that has swallowed me whole
I am full of what is in my lungs
Like a red solo cup
I have seen bleeding arms
Smashed alarms
Drunk faces
Scary places
Torn hearts
Falling apart is what I am
No more hope I have inside
I am scared
A lack of pride
I sold my potential like a gold mine of love
I never thought I would ruin like I do
But I can only think of who I was
When I was with you
This boat sinks
Every time I move
The skies grow darker
Every time I look up
And when I am underneath this cloud
I can only sail away from it
But it has me wrapped up
Drinking me
Like a red solo cup
