Disheveled in Delirium
2005
Never mind the headache
Im gagged, cant find my feet
“Should I call the ambulance
or is it just the weed?”
The storm blows me away
No gravity, tousled hair
I bequeath them my decay
for they dont know my despair
I spin and toss and turn
and my head is prone to break
let the fire always burn
let languid limbs now shake
I should have gone to the light
but what I found was you
immortal loss of fright
I found my God, its true
Music keeps me living
though its never been love at first sight
But this divine tune keeps me roaming
in this windy, moaning night
So never mind the headache
though Im trapped and bound at wrists
If I just could feel caressing hands
instead of clenched fists
The rain washes away
my tears and I cant swim
I should have lived each day
like this day, in devoted sin
Blurred decadent dream,
it burst before it came true
dethroned, Im still a queen
An ardent apparition just for you
Someone trip me and Ill fall down!
I never can keep poise
and I hope I get lost and drown
in this indecipherable noise
But music keeps me living
its always been love for me
And your words will help me dying
your mumbled spells will set me free
I dont mind the headache
the scabs and the contusion.
Someone call the ambulance,
red eyes collapse in confusion!
