Gordian knot
2007
Infrastructure collapsed
and I destroyed my house of cards
again my weak flesh relapsed
undue to my bleeding heart
Weekend blues in a nerdy head
excuses this poor elegy
Ill count the hours, that I freeze in bed
and burn my organs in effigy
With October snow on my skin
I came home late, irate
but a song from the tart heart within
made me be patient and wait
As a train station sitter
eyes fixed on huge schedules
I dont need any glitter
to shine, tying hair nodules
I wont abridge this lection
cause Im thirsty for truth
poor children, full grown infection
I hope you can save their youth
But next week Ill persevere
all extracurricular stress
talk about what long has been my fear:
Ill drop my abstractedness
I curse my introversion
I hear snippets in loops and smile
last week I had my conversion
and Ill return from Daemons exile
