Oath on Life
2004
Thirsty, I am, stoned, lying in bed
writing down on dirty sheets flickering movies in my head
Cold now I feel, in this full moon night
for my heart did steal a moment of fright
A light I can see between my thoughts of gloom
I set myself free and I will live so soon
Hungry I am but cant eat no more
Did you hear this sound too? A scream from next door...
Or am I paranoid? Is this just a game?
Cant sleep at night and at day I feel ashamed
But now music I hearamong all the noise
forget this paralyzing fear and make a better choice
I drink water and bleed, I vomit and cough
Im a bastard breed, that never gets enough
Im a fiend, a whore, but Im better than you all
and all I ask for, is a rise without fall
But words did I read in books written by God
and it planted a seed of hope in my thought
I smoke and get burned and the pen wont keep writing
theres a lesson to be learned in this perpetuous fighting
And I truly know myself, Im earthed and pure
and in gambling with my health, I found my cure
I love life and spirit, I love to be there
I accept my fate, dont fear it, and Ill go my way, I swear.
