Ritual Atonement
2005
A) Voluntas vs. Voluptas
I aspire your pagoda
armed with books and a goodbye
I wanna apportion the sacret veda
unveil the beauty of your whispered lullaby
And now Ill get lost in lustration
atone for idle teeth and old scars
but I am ready for initiation
Rathesth, fly me away in your golden car
And I leave behind swollen limbs
just to follow this hidden message
that Generation V will never understand
but my humble will here must suffice
B) Incision
Let me hide in your pagoda
cause I am armed with words of love
but then I spill your caustic soda
oh Ill atone for it, my Lord Above
And now Im lost and wired in his infinite hair
no escape from Abyss, Im in rags and torn
Hes inspired by the taste of my despair
he kissed my legs and Im reborn
And return into cold limbs
with retrospective flashes and a vision
Underneath the veil, where I dared a glimpse
that rather felt like an eternities collision
C) Told Sacrets
Now I will build you a pagoda
for more such moments to share
and to appropriate the infinite Veda
while you let Boreas tousle my hair
I am lost and found with books
that know more about life than we did
but the others got me on their hooks
and our intercourse they forbid
Physical torture, my paralyzed limbs
I wish myself back into the light
Oh I gave them all those obvious hints
I must atone for this poem tonight
