Sophomore Slut
2004
Defective point of view, headlong, down here
Im suspected by balls and suspenders
anaesthetize my mouth and fear
lost betwixt odd warriors of gender
I cant feel my lips, baby, do you kiss them?
and I cant feel my hips on yours, baby, do you listen?
Anxiety for truth, composure towards my youth
let me asphyxiate my hate in this haze, baby let it soothe
Sophomore squirrel with long pale legs
a fro of connected thoughts and dreams, a trip in rags.
White spot on my cheek, theres no blood for the meek
let me hang here with spinal strays for just another week
Soporific sorcery, calm, cold limbs fall asleep
let me dream this dream again, where the water was too deep
Drown me in wet memories, cause I never wanna forget
where I came from, who I became, and where is now my bed?
Sooty hands, tar-brushed lungs and tremendous pain in the chest
hopes, Id never feel the same, are shattered, cause I will be the best
Still numb skin, a pale angels face, fallen from Gods grace
A sophomore slut like a virgin without lover
white rabbits and a friend named Alice and nothing left to chase
drugrelated symptoms on a carneval cadaver
I spit out like a boy and flip my pipe like my favourite toy
I never before felt so energetic, so truly filled with joy
Sophomore, sophisticated, now I am what Ive always hated
drink black milk and smoke emissions, ponder and toke on my holy mission
my memories became faded, Im emaciated and jaded
I will fade away and envision our next labiodental collision
Anxiety for truth, composure towards my youth
baby asphyxiate me in this haze, baby let it soothe
