It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
