Twisted smiles, and angry words.
Flatter yourself if you must.
All you are is simple lust....
your face i can read it like a boo
Its screaming at all lost men, “i’

I wanna crush ever man who ever hu
I wanna drain the breaths of the b
I wanna make a strand to make them
But baby we’re over their shit and
And i would write until my tears w

I didnt know my stupid mind,
would find a void in love....
I didnt see it coming,
I didnt take that plunge.
I loved you from the first moment

Those wings,
You think you have.
Holding strong,
Holding your pain,
But they are gone.

Drop by drop,
tick by tick,
here it comes,
can’t keep it in.
And i lass out,

What made you so cruel
Was it the killing of your smashed
What happened to you
That you had to take your own shit
Do you forget iv had worse before?

When Adam threw the first women f
Was this when women fell?
To help with lilith who was a heat
And God birthed eve instead?
What gave Adam right to claim lil

That red leather couch
the springs make a crunching sound
the back board of it
hitting hard off the wall
making the whole u of houses im su

I’m angry at how weak my tiny hear
walked over again and again
like a field heavy with the burden
grazing the grass until its yellow
I’m grazed,

I’m a women, this means no matter
My body is a portrait of scars str
I’ve a big arse for sitting on whe
I’ve big legs, strong to help me w
My love handles are not where I a

As I lie in my bed at night,
I can not sleep as I would in fri
As the moon shines so bright,
I no there are creatures leering h
As I steer in to the dark,

Thights and finding them with his
these hips that tell hella lies
calves like baby calves
was i
a pretatory animal made up to run

Fear gapping open
Like the wounded chest cavity
Rancit that runs from me
A heart once beating
Defeated over again

The bitter taste in my mouth
The dryness of my throat
The tears I fight back each night
The anger
The pain

You made me right
put all those broken sharp edges b
maybe it was the warm of this weat
maybe it was the drink you drank
but you kicked me fulling into the

You promised me I don’t play
But I guess I didn’t hear
You walked away
Guess it wasn’t quite clear
When you asked me to visit

Not a cash machine,
not you personal loan scheme.
I’m nice it seems,
too nice for your plans your dream
So hold onto the photos of me on y

Breath it in, let the smell fill y
Can you taste it or smell it?
It’s so sour and salted.
Breath it in, the wasteland smell.
Taste the Aluminium taste of lies

Tonight I fell to the floor.
Didn’t want to listen to what they
I tried to understand….
Tried so hard to see why we had to
But no good reason came to mind.

Did it hurt...
when we crashed and burnt
fell from an embrace,
crying choking yelling i hate this
And you are meant to be a person w

on the 27th of january 2015
I left your home
head highly strunge
from the bullshit we fought about.
by the 1st his body was found,

Stretch out my limbs,
shake off the dust.
Feel ready,
to be steady and get back up.
And i’m not the little girl you wa

And i’llpretend that this one is d
cause he played out so different
the fact he is amazing
doenst changed the matter
that this heartbeaten shatters

It’s amazing,
How silence...
Can become deafening.
When you’re holding out hope,
Listening.

The phrase it wouldn’t be love if
Embedded in my head
I wish my love you hadn’t of left
But the sadistic fact is
Either you love me or you don’t

You claim i’m selfish,
yet you drink your life away.
Claiming i’m no good,
yet here i stay.
Minding that you don’t end yoursel

Breath
“the pain is so hard”
Just breath
“you just dont understand”
you wont bleed

You say sorry
Just another show
Of how messed up your mind is
Like I didn’t already know
Three times I’ve taken you back

I dont know what to write
when i cant tell sun from moon lig
when words leave a taste in my mou
meaning im so angry i can’t scream
and its like my body has become a

I cant explain through just words,
no feelings to be heard
in a voice that mumbles a line
given it rhythm given it rhyme
how humbled i am

You’ll never be my light now,
you lost me we all know how.
Your contract is over due,
I’m so sorry my brother hurt you.
But the pain of your well broken f

Done now,
cant stand anymore
to simpley ask how...
You throw up your hands,
give in.

Who are fooling
With this chaotic pollution
So many bodies
Lying on our streets
When we stumble

This blood...
Is blood iv spilled.
Blood ran cold,
Over times I’ve frozen in fear.
Panic taken off.

The voices that people pretend the
At the eyes of an animal we could
Why do we...
As human not notice not see?
Why is it that fear we might be ju

Private number called too quick fo
Later on I wondered if it was you
Went to get ready for bed heard ri
but by the time I made it to my ph
Your name was in red you where gon