I’m a women, this means no matter
My body is a portrait of scars str
I’ve a big arse for sitting on whe
I’ve big legs, strong to help me w
My love handles are not where I a

Thights and finding them with his
these hips that tell hella lies
calves like baby calves
was i
a pretatory animal made up to run

Take me back to them nights,
Where late actually meant you got
Walking home barefoot stupidly lau
and falling as you go.
First kisses on the doors steps,

I have so much to say no ways to s
Running around in circles with you
And you’ve been the only guy iv fu
The only guy iv cried at screaming
Asking why it’s been so hard for y

All hell broke lose.
When you unchained that inner you.
that violence spilled out,
So untamed and wild...
All unleashed now.

I don’t like music
That makes people drop to a base
Of words people spit out
Like some kinda bad taste
Wasted on me is the idea

No point in time wasting,
your a space invader.
Taking up lodgement in my head,
i want you cleared out.
Cause frankly to me you lie died,

Please stop,
ripping me up.
Just pull my heart apart,
the quicker the better!
Instead youre taking your time,

Twisted smiles, and angry words.
Flatter yourself if you must.
All you are is simple lust....
your face i can read it like a boo
Its screaming at all lost men, “i’

I’m strong,
Even when fallen.
Iv been dragged, bitten, pulled to
I have been through the struggles
The trials of love and hate.

Love me or hate me,
You don’t gotta date me.
I hate that you’re playing these g
But state you don’t play me, I gu
You say you hate the people who cl

This pain,
burning yearning...
deep inside of me.
Screaming within the walls of my v
Ripping and scratching aching know

Drop by drop,
tick by tick,
here it comes,
can’t keep it in.
And i lass out,

How can you so blindly not see
you still own every piece each par
I can’t be back tonight,
it might not be tomorrow.
but with help and small steps,

A lesson for you,
dearist man of mine!
A lesson that after you left me lo
So i’ll teach each man what love i
showing them no mercy.

Like the skin I scrubbed when you
What made these men hate me?
When I thank them for compliments
That simply put girls can see thei
What makes you call me a slut?

You say words like easy,
when you beg me come please me.
Some men don’t need to be told the
Some know the weakness my eeys hol
the lies my ears have heard

I wish
i wasnt full of fear
wish i wasn’t so stupid
and run instead of stay
i dream of the day

You’ll miss me one day I knew,
you’d miss me....
And I couldn’t resist the temptat
your laugh your smile.
You claim you are alone,

Although I have not seen you,
.....not dared to ask to,
Although you are not my blood....
Ten tiny fingers, ten tiny toes.
You have your dads smile, but some

I think it’s bravery!
To claim that suicide didn’t get t
But what people fail to see,
Is that I lack the courage to be.
The person who slices their wrists

I wanna build you up...
so you can break throw my walls.
I wanna be the pillar,
of light and hope.
But i keep banging my head on the

Use ta pull me in tight,
Close as can be.
Whisper a good night
Into my eyes you’d steer.
Pulling me closer,

You think you know what love is!
You’ll never truly see....
You think its rose tinted pink,
Yet you see in color and we are ov
Before it even starts,

I swear life’s ending every time y
And I’m scared that it’ll take yo
I know it owns you,
But my heart is breaking.
And I know you need it.

Maybe if i’d been less stupid
deluded to the fact
that i’m that the girl so many kne
the broke shell no longer the same
And now wordwormed guys poke out t

I wanna lash out
i wanna maim you
once i taimed you
once i gave you the grace you long
now im feeling stupid i gave you a

A black star dress, i gave away so
The night lingers in my mind,
never have i stepped foot inside,
that nightclub.
I use to pass it, never going near

Working 12-8 or 9-6
Can’t handle this
13 hours atleast a day
I spend travelling or working away
Heavy heart

You where the women who married at
A women who bravely had 7 kids.
2 Aunties 4 uncles and my mother w
A women who has tucked many of her
A grandmother who would “forget” t

Wake me up
Through the haze of a club light
Through the horrid music playing t
Hold my hand
Claiming me alone as yours

So helplessly
Careless to see
The very mournful life
That I have set to leave
Behind the memories I once worn o

For the hurtful things you whisper
unknown that they are daggers
the things you truthfully say
not meaning the words dismay
for the children out there who swe

Numb or raw
Like the feeling between my thighs
The feelings of a missing child.
As a women,
Let me explain what being a women

More then the loveless life
You turned to yet again
More then calling me a stupid bitc
More then murdering a man you just
But more and more you push me away

If humans knew the word humanity
knew how others seen us
god like imitations
grown on the idea we ruin
when we should run