Creeping hands grab at paper
any scrap to play with
hidden in my pockets
like the feelings that i’v to lock
as I breath heavily

All hell broke lose.
When you unchained that inner you.
that violence spilled out,
So untamed and wild...
All unleashed now.

The bitter taste in my mouth
The dryness of my throat
The tears I fight back each night
The anger
The pain

I’m angry at how weak my tiny hear
walked over again and again
like a field heavy with the burden
grazing the grass until its yellow
I’m grazed,

Like the skin I scrubbed when you
What made these men hate me?
When I thank them for compliments
That simply put girls can see thei
What makes you call me a slut?

I feel like I might break.
Erupt magically into flames.
Burst out screaming
Lash out beaten.
Heart reeling,

I’m an island
Of shallow graves
Of all the words
Lovers ever lied to me
Of a rough land

I wanna put a pen to paper...
But I’m unsure if I wanna write y
Cause as much as I can state the
So dearest nanny,
I’m writing to say.

You made me right
put all those broken sharp edges b
maybe it was the warm of this weat
maybe it was the drink you drank
but you kicked me fulling into the

I don’t like music
That makes people drop to a base
Of words people spit out
Like some kinda bad taste
Wasted on me is the idea

You say sorry
Just another show
Of how messed up your mind is
Like I didn’t already know
Three times I’ve taken you back

Don’t do this...
don’t bother.
Don’t question,
why i’m so like your mother.
You said something the other night

Twisted smiles, and angry words.
Flatter yourself if you must.
All you are is simple lust....
your face i can read it like a boo
Its screaming at all lost men, “i’

Won’t ask you to Fake it
I’m not near Half hatred
On the idea that I can’t quite ge
That clinges to your bones
I claim I won’t jump

And I dunno if I wanna risk it,
Saying this will push you past it.
But I can’t listen,
Can’t be persistent.
That I’m missing,

I wish
i wasnt full of fear
wish i wasn’t so stupid
and run instead of stay
i dream of the day

Something changed
In the wind
Weather that normal bites me
Leaving me feeling
Warm again

I think its funny
how my activities
what defines me
is that my age
is older than that of the men i da

You laid bare the body
But you forgot of what I asked
I said lay with me
And will you at last?
I asked for your mind

More then the loveless life
You turned to yet again
More then calling me a stupid bitc
More then murdering a man you just
But more and more you push me away

I cant seem to reach,
no matter what the pull.
I cant seem to see,
the bleach left no evidence.
Not a scratch or stain of blood,

When love seemed lost
and men make me tremble
in tears and fear
when did you raise your hands
and raise up.

Who are fooling
With this chaotic pollution
So many bodies
Lying on our streets
When we stumble

The biggest storms, hide the most
Until they pass, we stand afraid.
Soon our day will come, never give
I have done what you asked of me,
That without you, this world will

If I could speak
To the image people see of me
I’d tell her to not care
Never change
For the face she shows to the worl

I think it’s bravery!
To claim that suicide didn’t get t
But what people fail to see,
Is that I lack the courage to be.
The person who slices their wrists

Inhale and exhale.
Breathing.
Not bleeding?
Hearts still beating!
I’m still feeling?

So strong so sweet,
a gold tan and black furry cuddle
You stay by his feet,
accepting him for his flaws being
The first day we met your family l

I dont wanna be your walk away one
i wanna be your whole lifes dream
you wont replace everything i’v lo
but you are my just cause.
And iv fallen like iv never fallen

A creature half of sea half of lan
That’s what men claimed me to be,
A siren.
Of some deep that they wished to t
A killer!

Love me or hate me,
You don’t gotta date me.
I hate that you’re playing these g
But state you don’t play me, I gu
You say you hate the people who cl

I’m the kinda girl,
Who doesn’t hold hands.
Makes plans,
But bails.
Lately...

It starts with you feeling like so
Start with your own sickening addi
cut deep little fox...
keep cutting until all the doors l
Tight fitting, words spitting.

One day i’ll be able
to tell people
of how we lived.
In hiding between fightng
yet loving you

You’ll miss me one day I knew,
you’d miss me....
And I couldn’t resist the temptat
your laugh your smile.
You claim you are alone,

Maybe if i’d been less stupid
deluded to the fact
that i’m that the girl so many kne
the broke shell no longer the same
And now wordwormed guys poke out t