Twisted smiles, and angry words.
Flatter yourself if you must.
All you are is simple lust....
your face i can read it like a boo
Its screaming at all lost men, “i’

To the dearly dead mother of a man
Even though you claim it you are n
To the women who allow you to trea
karma isn’t the only bitch, when i
You know me all my scars in all,

I’m a women, this means no matter
My body is a portrait of scars str
I’ve a big arse for sitting on whe
I’ve big legs, strong to help me w
My love handles are not where I a

How do we live
screaming in the shells of this li
holding in the fears,
entrapped in a mind.
Of all the damages causes,

Inhale and exhale.
Breathing.
Not bleeding?
Hearts still beating!
I’m still feeling?

Like the skin I scrubbed when you
What made these men hate me?
When I thank them for compliments
That simply put girls can see thei
What makes you call me a slut?

Like am I that dumb struck
One moment loving you
One moment in lust
Another boy gone to rust
And another girl I don’t really t

Pushing won’t break it
Glue won’t fix
Every crack you broke
Into the frame of me
And you can laugh when I cry

It starts with you feeling like so
Start with your own sickening addi
cut deep little fox...
keep cutting until all the doors l
Tight fitting, words spitting.

Breath
“the pain is so hard”
Just breath
“you just dont understand”
you wont bleed

Private number called too quick fo
Later on I wondered if it was you
Went to get ready for bed heard ri
but by the time I made it to my ph
Your name was in red you where gon

I think it’s bravery!
To claim that suicide didn’t get t
But what people fail to see,
Is that I lack the courage to be.
The person who slices their wrists

Over and over words whisper throug
“You could end up dead”
Over and over I roll the dice in
Snakes eyes maybe I’ll be fine
Bitterly pulling the belt around m

Who am I....
to claim I know better?
Who am I to say I seen your face
who is anyone?
to state you are looking down over

You’d like to
Own me control me
Id say no girls have turned down t
That blue eyed boy
So tanned

To my wolf, i fell so hard for ev
You claimed you liked me so much m
But no more, then a weeks worth of
Your checking up on me drove me in
My tattoo’s match your colour sche

I wanna lash out
i wanna maim you
once i taimed you
once i gave you the grace you long
now im feeling stupid i gave you a

Each man I’ve ever felt for
Like if we gave it a chance
It would be more
All them seem to sense or sniff ou
That you my mate

The voices that people pretend the
At the eyes of an animal we could
Why do we...
As human not notice not see?
Why is it that fear we might be ju

Tipping
Tapping
Dripping
Its fastening
Beating

Can you be my Eric,
and i’ll be your Ariel?
My strong wise paladin knight,
everything now seems so right.
You show me all the power inside

Dont ask me to describe in detail,
all you are is all i’v wanted cant
Don’t be surprised if i dont seem
but the happiness you bring me i c
Dont be shocked when i tell you ho

How can you so blindly not see
you still own every piece each par
I can’t be back tonight,
it might not be tomorrow.
but with help and small steps,

I wanna put a pen to paper...
But I’m unsure if I wanna write y
Cause as much as I can state the
So dearest nanny,
I’m writing to say.

You my love,
you my dimond in the rough
you gave me up
you are so selfish it seems
yu couldn’t care less about me

You made me right
put all those broken sharp edges b
maybe it was the warm of this weat
maybe it was the drink you drank
but you kicked me fulling into the

I feel like I might break.
Erupt magically into flames.
Burst out screaming
Lash out beaten.
Heart reeling,

When love seemed lost
and men make me tremble
in tears and fear
when did you raise your hands
and raise up.

A black corset top dress,
Red tartan netted skirt.
A dress once worn with confidence!
A dress i once adored myself in.
Even when friends said it was thei

What do I do wrong
A question
I ask myself over and over
Rolling a blade in between my fing
Denim itches on scars

As I lie in my bed at night,
I can not sleep as I would in fri
As the moon shines so bright,
I no there are creatures leering h
As I steer in to the dark,

You called me baby girl
Even when blood didn’t tie us
A bind to each family member
You reminded us
That every day should be lived

When did I stop caring
Why did I stop the desire to
Pull men?
When did I pile on this weight th
Why did I let these stretch marks

Young free single!
Not so quick easy or nibble.
Your old sad and lonely,
i’m disgusted i let you bone me!
So happy and healthy and fighting

I smell your t shirt
to calm my own mind
thinking about you is ruining me
its like working unpaid overtime
I cant save you

Im down,
i’m tired,
i’ve had just enough.
Of this respect.... people speak o
Cause god forbid i use silly in pl