Playing favourites
My heart shattered like a million different pieces
Which I guess is funny when you forgot it beated at all
See I didnt feel much the last few years numbed by anti depressants
So when I felt a spark from you it ignited me
Like a sudden last drain of petrol in an engine
Pushing me to go quick knowing my end was near
Because honestly you are the last person I thought I’d ever love
But even before we start
You broke my glass heart
And I’m not sure my clumsy cut up hands
Can glue it back together again
I would of prayed on my knees to please you
Thanked a god I didnt knee too
Just for having you come into my life
I thought wed have kids
I thought finally I’ll be someones wife
But you lost me when you fucked another
Pretending he was a friend and not a lover
And you could of told me I would of listened
But instead you hide it guilt speaking
The pyschic in me knows I’m right
But the hurt in me wished I was wrong
Where you just having some twisted fun at my behalf?
Pretending I was worth your dreams and that I was your lifestyle path
Now I’m ripped at the seams
You have torn my world apart
How I longed to lay in your embrace
Now with more haste i hope the death embrace comes quick
Becaus frankly this life I’m over it.
I thought I fall fast
Now I’m broken glass.
