joyless carnival merry-go-rounds of a troubled mind the amusement of fright and despair

my body is not a temple it is more like a corner bar in Wisconsin kneeling

Sue lurks near my street I have thoughts of kissing her but fear to commit

san francisco lesbian bitch pulls no punches tells you what it is

for all the good of the day she sought the places where youths did play a few kind words to say a light to make her darkness grey

all of my weary and all of my woe is made into perfect sense a common thread in my favorite son… familiar tones of sadness the beauty of malaise

it misses the way we use to sit and breathe together inhaling and exhaling

i would never get my bar back so i went back waiting outside the entrance for m… to stop myself

i followed the pigeons to Gordon park just to hear them coo their electric feathers alive in the sun

broken headstones in a cemetery of… bacteria running rampant feeding off the bones of the dead decay cannot be undone time will always bring about the i…

when at war for so long peace becomes an awkward conflict so you keep fighting

race against midnight an eleventh hour dash for the quick finish

i thought that god was playing hide and go seek with me but it was just

trust me i am a moth and there is light ahead i would not lead you into absolute… i would not take you into perpetua…