when it is most impossible to be there for yourself

in all restaurants madness overwhelms the staff spirits break like plates

our savings accounts cry out for m… but we only have so much to give coins jingling away in the pocket a few dirty fives in the wallet the shelves are in need of grocery

i knew i should not have unwrapped… but my will is weak at the beckon… so i took off your dress and let y… a bursting fruit flavor supplement… made everything else go away

i search each second find words under rocks and rugs looking for poems

panic is my dance partner and

so close to travels rocks along the railroad tracks never board the train

i kneel on two bad knees i clasp together two

youth in his favor with young wome… a whole world ahead of him but the silly son of a bitch doesn… instead of seizing the day he spends his time obsessing over…

submerged so deeply in abysmal woes of self he makes his last choice

the Buk used to write about the va… hanging around the downtown Los A… looking around the library here on 8th & Rio Grande i think

love digs graves all around the world but i used to

when the neighbors would bang on t… screaming through them telling him to stop for the love of god it is three in the morning