I’m tired I’m weak
It’s happiness I seek
A very close companion
Someone with whom I understand
Destruction I create
A master I’ve become
Longing for connection
I chase away everyone
Frustration settles in
My reflection is a sin
What the hell am I doing
A life of death I’m living
Only God can help me
Guess first I must come truthfully
To the throne of grace
Disgrace on my face
Look in the mirror so bright
Admit it is a sight
The image makes me wanna fight
It’s not to my delight
Healing I seek
Weakness my defeat
Power in the blood
On my knees I am strong