Consistently contemplating to my self,
troubled thoughts,
stressed, deep breaths no longer help,
weight of the world on my shoulder,
weakening my heart and mind,
telling myself,
it’s almost my time,
just be patient and wait in line,
the longer the weight the stress builds,
but when my time comes,
my body soul and mind should be healed,
no matter how strong the storm is,
I’ve always weathered the negatives,
and kept my mind stuck to the positives,
my mind set is the only reason why I’m still standing,
try to put my trust in others,
but every time it seems to good to be true,
the relationship has a crash landing,
now going through life without any expectations from people,
from my pass experiences they only deceive you,
no one in my corner,
taking every situation head on,
stress spreading through me like a cancer,
growing on me like a tumor,
but everyday put a smile on and find humor within my struggles