Was sitting there alone
Your heart next to me
But cold as stone
I was braking down
You weren’t next to me

So what if
I put myself out there
Will you listen to me
Or pretend that you don’t care
What if

When you have a broken bone
And you think you’re all alone
I’ll be there
Never let you cry in despair
When the world goes mad

You are still there
Some how
Playing around
In the background
I still miss you

Lost and torn apart
I wish I knew who I am
But I don’t
Sometimes I wish you were here
Other times

Losing your self among those peopl
Losing your heart
And left torn apart
Losing myself for you
It’s almost like a flue

Cause when I’m thinking
It’s always you in my head
Cause when I’m lost
It’s always you who finds me
Cause when I’m buried beneath

The sun blazing
Into my room
I didn’t sleep last night
I am missing you
I was gazing the stars

Never left my mind
Since day one
I thought I would be fine
And that I won
But sadly

They aren’t just scars
They are the demons
They are the nightmares I fought
They are the insults I get
The feelings that I can’t reject

She said... she said
It’s nights like these
When she would whisper to herself
“You can sleep”
It’s nights like these

You were always there
Living in my heart
You were my little secret
When we were apart
I was stupid I was dumb

Everyone who came across her,
Thought she was one of a kind
But she had her own state of mind
She’ll literary
hang herself on a tree

If I could sleep
And not be said I’m lazy
If I could laugh
And not be said I’m crazy
If I could smile

I Love you
With all my heart
I love you
To the moon
And back

Each night
He comes across her mind
With cold hands
She covers her face
And drops a couple

And what would you do?
If you felt for a while
That everything will be fine
Then you came back
Crashing to reality

Am I just tired?
Or do I just miss you?
Am I just depressed?
Or do I just need you?
I wanted you near

I was looking
At him
Slow heartbeat
Aching low screams
I watched him

He was there
Held his frozen hand
Kissed his forehead
He used to say
“One more my child,

It’s too depressing
Wanting to write
But nothing
In your mind
But black pictures

This emptiness
I’m slowly losing my head
I’m losing myself
I’m losing the things
I once

I love you so much
It makes me sad
You’ll never know
And you’ll never love me back
I’ll never even tell you

A voice that no one can hear
No one can save me
No one can interfere
It’s just a small scar
Twinkling like a star

Some call it pain
This blade I ran through my vein
Some call it a sin
But they don’t know the condition
They say I’m cold

Best part was
Letting you into my heart
Letting you break
The tall walls
That no one could shake

She is up at 2am
“Sophie is it always going to be l
She asked
“Baby girl you know nothing lasts”
She whispered

Me and you
Against the world
Let us fall again
Let me tell you I’m sorry
Let me love you once more

Cold breeze was blowing
And I was in my bed frozen
Thinking of you
Will you come back for me?
Will you hug me?

She was so lost
She basically gave birth
To her own demons
She gave them life
And watched them dance

In the end of the day
That Is who you are
No more battles
No more heads to slay
All the fights you fought

Well I thought of confessing
I thought I am brave enough
I thought I can be tough
Now I’m looking at your name
I’m gonna send the message

Once upon a time
There was this weak girl
Covered herself with sheets
And covered her face
With cold frozen fingers

I used to love waking up in the mo
I used to love watching the sunris
I used to love tea
I used to love birds
I used to love feeling the sun

She is sitting alone
Cold
Frozen
Icy bones
She counts love arrows

This world is not a conclusion
It’s just a small illusion
I’m still in a great confusion
Between what’s real
And what’s the illusion