Sweet chocolate mix with macadamian nuts buttersctoch coffee thats what i remember smelling when i close my i seem to seek deeper into the thought of who we might have been had we only looked past the broken peace treaties that we established after the tears soked deep into my shirt and stained my skin i still remember it i still can feel how you tossed and turned in my arms as if it was a bad dream there was no waking you there was no consulting you and the bitterness of knowing that the person you gave more than your love to you gave me your soul and how did i hold it lose and foolishly and for what one night of passionless sex one night of regreat one night of mistakes and what did you do you didnt even scream you cried you cried and lept into the person that hurt you i would have perferred it if you screamed cuss hate me but you came to me still trusting that i would take the pain away the very pain i gave to you how hateful of you how bitter of you and yet in all that bitterness i still remember that sweet body fantasy I HATE THAT SMELL