Consistent Inconsistencies
Some things never change like the way I feel about you but how and when I show you is unpredictable. Pulling you in then pushing you away telling you I love you today and tomorrow having nothing to say. How you deal with me I don’t know because most people wouldn’t tolerate being treated that way.
Nothing consistent but the doubt I make you feel when we talk about us and how nonchalant you think I am every time that we fuss. I just choose not to speak un-meant words out of anger that could destroy us.
Everything inconsistent from emotional expression to time well spent. Not wanting to talk but then taking time to vent. Constantly building walls and barriers making it hard for you to circumvent. Despite the struggle you stay persistent and not succumbent.
Yet I succumb to the wounds of my paradoxical nature of being consistent with inconsistencies
plaguing the good you bring into all of the bad I’ve created leaving you in a stagnant cesspool of time; effort, energy, and emotion.
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