As the sun sets off in the horizon my heart begins to sink because of the loneliness the dark brings and I begin to sit and think… what if I could be the air she breathes to fill her with my being? Or the wind that blows across her face to let her know I’m there without seeing? Or the suns rays warming her skin with my touch? I’ll even settle for being the grass she walks on I’m not asking for much. But just to let my presence be known and that she never walks alone. And that her pain is my pain and that it’s possible to love again. Just as the flowers bloom when their seed is moistened by the fall of rain I want to be the one who renews her love because I am not the same. But she has been scorched by the words of a torch that took the shape of a tongue pronounced by some whips in the shape of some lips that made her heart bleed out and her soul just die and I can see it all happen so I just step back….and cry. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry” I said it a thousand times but it falls on deaf ears and solid lips that are frozen without a single reply

"Why choose now to let me down? No matter what happened before you were always willing and did forgive all of what I did now you wanna change your mind around? I never thought you’d do that but I guess it’s my fault that after all this time you choose to walk. But before you go I will say this…. I never forgot all that you did for me, when I was down I remember how you lifted me, when my family turned their backs you stood their and helped me face whatever obstacle was in my way, I remember when you first said “I Love You” and when we first held hands and our first kiss….."

But now it’s too late for me to ever take back all the hurtful things I said and done I’ve killed my love without firing a single shot…. from a gun. But bullets still pierced because I spoke out of anger and stupidity and those words were fierce. Take it all back still wish I could……. just take it all back