when nothing is left and you feel down when all you want to do is get high because no one’s around when you want to cry when you want to die when you don’t want to smile when you feel like you don’t want to be alive when you have no clue what to do when you feel useless so confused when you feel out of this world you feel  when you feel dismayed disarray and displaced something more than a disgrace remember that you’ve been through this you’re a goddess a lord you’re a queen a king you’re a fighter you’re a Survivor you’re everything you’re the light you’re the gift you’re the reason you’re the why you’re the who you’re the how and you’re more than anything so scream loud
I am me and I am proud
you’re never useless because you’ve been through this you can prove that you can do it don’t never feel confused just know that this is something new to you something that you can use and utilize for Testimony
don’t call it pain and suffering call it a alimony
call it the payout for everything that you had to go through
the knowledge that you gained was something that helps you
know that the words that come out of your mind that hit your mouth are something that you mean now
because you been through it so you say it proud and you say it loud
I am me
no one can do you better than you and no one’s ever been through what you’ve been through it may be similar situations
but they don’t understand their proclamation of your own individual Nation
the one that goes on in your head when you’re laying down by yourself when you’re trying to go to bed
A Window of memorys sing  and they haunt you in your head the things that things that you have no one to tell
you that you can’t even talk about the things that put you through hell
no one knows you better than you know and can be the you that you can be
when you’re successful when you’re out here when you’re grinding
in these streets
when you’re grinding when you’re doing it when you’re at your job
when you push yourself to get it
when you have to be a stuck-up snob when you have to be sweet
when you have to be kind
when you have to be mean
when you say okay I’ll be fine
no one knows the Rage of the desire that burns in your heart so when I tell you this I tell you it again say it loud and say it proud I am me I am proud no one can do you better than you because no one has the philosophes or your views no one lives in the same apartment as you and trust and believe we all have different views nobody understands or gives everybody takes almost everybody follows but we all make mistakes so nobody is ever a leader and nobody’s ever a taker everybody is only a mistake maker an theyre living life by Nature weather be good bad positive negative in between I’m indifferent to everything so when I tell you this I tell you this with all my pride I am me I am proud I am a goddess and I am becoming wise 26 years old and trust and believe that I’ve stepped out of my shell I’ve lived through it all I’ve got several stories to tell
all of them true
none of them false but I made it through the storms and I’ve picked myself up every time I fall so this is my testimony that I’m giving to you if I can do it and I’m nobody and nothing then I’m somebody with everything and everything to prove take these words for me and understand my advice you only live it once you don’t get to do it twice