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I couldn’t sleep, I knew I would only get up in a few hours, at day-break, and look into the mirror just to criticize my self and hate what I see.... I knew I would go through the day ...
Awake. Late at night. Dark outside. Thinking, thinking, thinking. Hours slipping by.
Butterfly, butterfly. Delicate an… Butterfly, butterfly. Please stay… Butterfly, butterfly. Young and n… Butterfly, butterfly. Please do n… Butterfly in the sky, flying up so…
You had me a… abandoned left me… You even or… didn’t care,… I’m now by the…
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When you’re crying on my shoulder And I’m not sure what to say, I’ll whisper softly in your ear that everything will be okay. When you say your heart is broken
Unresponsive to your caressing emb… I’m unable to feel your gentle tou… Neglecting each word you whisper i… I’m incapable of ceasing to cry, a… Dying from the numbness which swal…
The silence is ear shattering I’m trying to fight the urge. The blackened, burnt walls are gla… Through the eyes filled with furio… anger and scorching hatred.
One cut, two cuts. Three cuts, four. Who would it hurt I did one more? Five cuts, six cuts. Seven cuts, eight.
Lips to lips; tongue on tongue. A thousand words are being sung. Hand in hand;
It’s all about the way you love me… The way you hold me; the way you kiss me; the way you press your body agains… the way every breath is timeless.
Remind me why I’m still alive. Make me feel something real. Wake me up inside;
With each time we see each other m… With every time I gaze into your… With each kiss I still get butter… With every moment that is spent in… I know I’m yours.
Roses are red; Violets are blue. I am in love with the things that you do. Rubies are red;
I’m broken, bruised, worthless, fa… a failure, a disappointment and di… a hollow shell, a lonely girl, abu… scared, non existent, useless, wea… shaking, trembling, anxious, scarr…