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You're Here From A Distance

Who will love you?
Who will love me like you did?
Who will wipe away your tears?
Who will stop the cut wrist?
Now that you are gone,
this love has grown small.
I told you I’d never leave.
You said you wouldn’t let me fall.
But where are you now?
Where is the honey that kept me sweet?
Where have I gone?
Where am I to sweep you off your feet?
I am no superman.
I can no longer save you.
The single life never took you from me.
It was me who gave you.
It was for the best that we split.
Because now you are 100% happy.
And every inch of your smile.
Is worth my life that’s now crappy.
As I rip my heart out,
and I throw it away.
I walk away with a glow,
and with memories for day.
I will love you forever.
And I will miss you so much.
But I had to let you go.
And I had stop your touch.
Baby now that I lost my mind.
There will never be a time.
That I will hold you like I use to.
So now I will try and be fine.
I will try and be strong.
I don’t know where my faith went though.
I no longer believe in a love like yours.
Because that is gone, now I must go.
I will be by the phone waiting.
For whenever you want to come back.
It’s pathetic I put myself through this.
But it is honestly worth all that.
I am filled with endless doubt.
And I know our goodbye meant forever.
I need you so bad right now.
But there’s been a change in weather.
It has rained on my parade.
And you look beautiful standing in it with me.
Just like the first day I held your face.
And then you leaned in and kissed me.
Yeah we got caught by your mom.
It was all just hilarious.
But she never separated us.
She took what she saw and buried it.
I remember I was your first real boyfriend.
And for girlfriends,  you were mine.
You will always be my first real love.
And you will forever be in mind.
You are so amazing.
And you are so crazy.
I know how much I need you baby.
Because only you can save me.
I will let go now.
But keep your gift around my neck.
Because my heart is now broken.
But my love for you has never left.

I am no longer with my now ex-girlfriend. But no matter who I date, she will always be the one who took my heart and took care of it. I will always love her and hold onto everything she has giving me. Every painful moment and every joyous moment, I will regret nothing. Because she is the one I wish to be with and no one and nothing can change that. Each time she cried, I would hold her tight. And every time I got upset she would kiss my lips.....I will always love her, even if I fall out of love....I will always love her.

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