#Americans #Jews #Women
You call me courageous, I who grew up gnawing on books, as some kids
Little egg, little nub, full complement of fingers, toes, little rose blooming
You can be hurt because you want too much; because in your face it says: love me, nurture me; because in your teeth it says:
What is the central passion of a life? To please mummy & daddy? To find a home for their furniture… To found a family of one’s own,
I am not interested in my body– the part that stinks & rots & brings forth life,
Out in the world, the child cries for the mother as the wound cries for salt as the lover cries for her unrequited lover
If it is impossible to promise absolute fidelity, this is because we learn so much geography from the shifting of one body
The whole world is flat & I am round. Even women avert their eyes, & men, embarrassed by the messy way
For Naomi Lazard Sometimes I can’t wait until I… —Naomi Lazard My friends are tired. The ones who are married are tired
A delicate border. A nonexistent… The train obligingly dissolves in… The G.I. next to me is talking wa… I don’t ‘know the Asian mind,’ he… Moving through old arguments.
Already six years past your age! The steps in Rome, the house near Hampstead Heath, & all your fears that you might cease to be
(a flip through BRIDE’s) The silver spoons were warbling their absurd musical names when, drawing back
Testing the soul’s mettle, the frost heaves holes in the roads to the heart, the glass forest
Cement up to the neck & my head packed with unsaid words. A gullet full of pebbles, a mouth
Handcuffed by time, I travel across this broad beautiful America– mesas, deserts, peaks with clouds caught