sorry
I’m sorry for my ways,
I’m sorry that I’m not what you expected or wanted
Failure is all I can see in your eyes
My life is like an uncompleted story,
That hasn’t had an happy ending.
Each time I try to do my best it just leads to
another disappointment in your eyes
I’m tryin my best
I’m tryin my hardest
But still its not good enough
I’ve even tried to change me,
but I’d be a fool to be somebody I’m not
I know I’ve hurt you in ways you didn’t think existed
but I make mistakes too
I know feelings are something I lack,
All you see is a cold hearted peraon,
But I’m not
Just don’t know anything but tuff love
What can I do?
Broken promises is my life line
Abuse was my blood line
A torn heart is all I have locked away
cuz another disappointment I see in ur eyes
I can’t promise that I’ll see the next day
When I look at it,
your love is all I’m searching for
Your protection is what I need to guide me thru the toughest times.
I’m adult but I’m like a child
cuz I’m lost in this world without you
Your love I’ve never truly felt I’ve had from you
I cherish what little I have
I guard myself as if I’m at war
cuz you never know what the future holds
Too many nites I’ve cried myself to sleep
I’m all out of tears
My tears un-catched that hit the floor,
I left holes in the floor and permanent scars on my face
I smile on the outside but I frown in the inside
SMILE NOW, CRY LATER is my belief
I don’t know how I’m still going
Im still looking for you
I don’t think your comin back for me anymore
I think I’ve broken your heart way more than you’ve done to me
I’m not sure if there’s any forgiveness for that
I stay strong thru the darkest moments
I don’t want to look back but I catch myself lookin back
cuz I’m still in pain
I’ve open my eyes years ago
to see that its just me walking alone
I want to give up but that’s not an option
I’ve gave up on a lot of stuff and now
I think its time to change that
Ima keep going,
Ima find the strength to move forward
And I’m going to continue to look for you.
Your image is like an faded picture
I hope one day you can accept me as you see me
I know I don’t say it to you but I love you...
Something I wrote a long time in high school for english class
(2006)
