Face my fears
put a cork to my tears
forgive myself for the past 6 years
Get a little willpower
try being sober for an hour
put a stop to everything turning so sour
Then maybe I can build up some happy moments and hope
throw it in her face and hope that she chokes
Prepare myself for battle and be at my best
this has all just got to be one big fat test
Help to pass with flying colors
to be a good mother
I’ll study the bible like no other
To you I will owe my everything
if the love of my kids to me you’ll bring
Now that would be the sweetest thing