Mama.
Do I not Feel you because I need you?
Taught through Solitude to Leave you?
Stay Beneath you?
Relieve me from you?
Am I Alone through you, because this is how you Learned?
Are you preparing me to be with you? Divine Love Adjourned?
When you left this Earth weren’t you Concerned?
That this Beast within me will run Wild Ungoverned?
Im Alive through You, but I feel you Not.
You’re watching me give this World All that I Got.
Yet the chances of me seeing you is as slim as a Vegas Slot,
You’re my Hearts Tourniquet to this Blood that Clots.
Are you the Reason that these Emotions became Physical?
Inter-dimensional Ascension Universally Flying Pivotal
You were on to something, Something Sublime and Spiritual.
I’ve Learned the Word of Love Through you, Non Biblical.
You Must Reside with Thoth, Yeshua, Buddha, other Priests.
You were so Alive on Earth, now Through Death You’re a Beast.
Now I wear your spirit On my shoulders. Other Worldly Fleece.
Teaching me to Feast upon these Demons that Yeast.
I know you’ve Flown through the Universe, Met Destiny Beyond.
I’ve Lived enough of this Life thats Awned
Thriving in a Society that Constantly Yawns
One day we’ll Fly together, Rekindle Ethereal Bond.
I Believe I don’t see you, My Strengths not there yet.
But through you I gain it, Theres Confusion that sets.
You’re here, you’re Grand, Power Unmet.
A Figure should be made of you, Statuette.
With my Corazon, through All Ill Rise
Stand with you, Stare at you, Show you with my Eyes.
That Now Im aware of 3rd dimensional Lies.
This Love and Knowledge you left In me will leave you in Surprise.
I await the Moment, the Moment too Soon.
Til then Ill adjust me. Spiritually Tune.
My Knowledge is Greater then my Emotional Rune
I can’t feel you, But I know you’re in Bloom.
Be with me till you’re with me, Ill wait In Humanities Room.
Til this Love I have Balloons.
Til Doom. Til You.
I Love you....
(2014)
My Grand mother was a Great and Spiritual woman. She was on another level I believe and I wrote this to Honor her.
