2016
if you enjoy this pain, all expressions of it, being here compiled, then, yes enjoy them, but
was all stupid. you weren’t that entertaining. i find it all only sad now, that
we go walking around walking all over this town nothing ever getting us down cause we’re just a couple of clown…
I dream sometimes you surprise me and it is surprising that I don’t immediately realize I’m dreaming
the very idea that i could be
we were all talking, things taking shape as they do, when someone said, be desireless, like that is at all a thing people
leaning into, not against it. no, decidedly for, yes, always that, no matter
so, come on then, brilliant one, see, i’ve been waiting for you with eyes
yeah, the contract the social one, so long ago supposedly agreed to, we were born instead into. what
nobody goes mad on purpose, also never is it not shared,
simply knowing you’re in a maze doesn’t get you out, but the fact is the foundation
oh, and how it gets you these bastard assumptions, one or two commonalities
let’s put all the stupid things in a pile and call them “love” or “worry” or
finally, without knowing it was coming, he got to die. it was great. like a birthday party clown, he was equally the center
i love you for the doubt you show me still possible in this body where you show me