All I Wanted
All I wanted was...
To be good... deserve you... love you
Lost in doubt... lost in time... lost in pain
Planning dreaming holding hoping
All I wanted was...
Our shadows dancing as one... oh what happiness.
Lost in my demons lost to my pain
Why me? Why now? Is it really me... again.
Did I lie? To Be good Did I fail? To deserve you Did I dream? To love you
All I wanted...
Was to be good, take care of you, show you love
Lost with my shadow, lost with my anger, lost with my pain
My soul bleeding... dripping... disappearing
Lost with my endless anger endless pain... staring back betrayed
My shapeless shadow drifting aimlessly searching for love
All I wanted was...
To be good to deserve you to love you
Lost to my anger to my demons to my pain
anger washing away my pain my doubts my love
numb entombed empty in the vacuum of time
All I wanted was...
Why now? Why me? Is it really me...
A hollow soul yearning for what I once wanted...
To be loved. To be good. To deserve you
