The lights were all on, The T.V on low, Asleep on the couch, With no one else home. Dreaming sweet dreams,

I’ve loved you since forever, And I would have asked you long a… But I feared so many things, And I was to scared to let you kn… Rejection..

Silent droplets, So smooth & sincere, Falling so gently, As more shall appear, Dropping from the sky,

The break up was a heart ache, And I’ve never felt the same, I used to be so angry, And I have you to blame.. But am I losing?

Hunny do you hear me? Hunny do you care? I’m waiting for you darling, This really isn’t fair. I was oh so good to you,

Cold shivers down my spine, The rain in my hair, Just one more thing, Do you still care? You said you loved me,

A little birdie sits Peacefully there, Waiting continuously, For you to come home, Never moving,

He loves me I know, Scooping the petals off the ground… Thinking of our last kiss, I lay without a sound. The grass sways,

The swing set, The see-saw, The sand pit, And soccer ball. I remember,

The smooth slicing, The blade so sharp, Piercing the skin, Too close to the heart, Shivers down the spine,

Add, subtract Times, divide What’s it matter If you carry the five? Area, perimeter

Hush, keep quiet, No ones to know, This place so secret, Is ours alone, The snow so soft,

As night comes, The dark forms figures on the wall… I close my eyes, And try to sleep, I try to block it all,

Her fingers, her touch So soft on my skin Her voice is heard As her life begins. Healthy, bubbly

Running so very far away, I’m trapped in this world, Where I cannot stay, Around my head, There’s this cloud of grey,