My past hunts my future, I picture the mirror reflects pain, ..the fear becomes severe ...as I try! Every step takes me backwards, no trust! Even the ones I love, can’t keep me focus, its obvious... In this pursuit of happiness, wrong choices keeps my heart broken ...sadness becomes the reason for the same choices ...I’m helpless,.. Stressed by every reason... It makes no sense ...love is no longer an option ...in a depressed mindset ...